I closed my eyes to meditate. After a few minutes of the normal mental chaos, I felt a voice. A playful lighthearted soul. For the first several minutes, the spirit was more interested in showing me interesting visions; akin to a child playing the "look at me game." I was content to watch the show all day if thats what this spirit had in mind. Suddenly the spirit turned rather serious.
No longer playful, the spirit became rather accusatory. I was fun to air my dirt laundry, so we had a conversation about all the areas in my life I fall short. Once the spirit realized that I was willing to audit my failures, its mode changed again. Perhaps it was a test, or perhaps I needed to come clean before my guard would come down.
Now the spirit's focus was on pure overwhelming love. I noticed the black my eyes were seeing while closed, had changed to a redish yellow glow. The stronger the sensation of love I felt, the more vibrant the colors glowed. At this moment the spirit told me that all of the human things I worry about are so meaning less, it was a joke to think about them. The feeling of my self began to fade away and I had the strong sensation that I was only a piece of an infinite continuum of pure love. Like a drop of water failing into a lake doesn't disappear, but its identity as an individual loses meaning.
At this point the color I was perceiving turned into a white hot, humming color. Power and strength. Now the spirit revealed that I'm entering into a great time of change. During this time adopting a mindset of focus, love, generosity, patience, giving without expectation and most importantly fun were essential. What could be more exciting?